One step forward, nine steps back.
As any watershed moment in American history seemingly reminds us, with every advance society takes towards progress, that foot path lengthens mid-stride.
Yes, something remarkable did happen today, but now there’s a new shitstorm on the horizon with thousands of tiny fires to extinguish and oh by the way, the sky is definitely falling.
So it was on January 6th, so it is on April 21st.
Nine days before Derek Chauvin was found guilty of the murder of George Floyd, 20-year-old Daunte Wright’s life ended at the hands of a veteran police officer thanks to her mistaking her service weapon for her Taser.
He died 10 miles down the road from the courthouse where George Floyd’s murderer was convicted.
13 days before Kim Potter murdered Daunte at that traffic stop, approximately 424 miles away in the City of Chicago, Officer Eric Stillman shot and murdered 13-year-old Adam Toledo. According to the Chicago PD, Toledo had a gun on his person the moment Stillman discharged his weapon in the early hours of March 29th. As we learned six days ago when Stillman’s body camera footage of the encounter from 16 days prior was finally released to the general public, this was a lie.
Eric Stillman murdered Adam Toledo in cold blood on camera.
Former Brooklyn Center Police Officer Kim Potter executed Daunte Wright in broad daylight.
Believe your eyes.
If Derek Chauvin taught us anything in those agonizing nine minutes and 29 seconds, it was that you can unequivocally believe your eyes.
In matters of Police vs. We the People, your eyes do not lie.
Ignore them at your own peril.
If this country has any hope of addressing and changing the endemic failures of our system, we as a people must be willing to ensure that the officers who overstep and murder innocent men, women, boys, and girls are tried, convicted, sentenced, and punished.
If not us, then who?
Who will be the guardians of our neighbors, of ourselves?
Who will protect your children and your children’s children when men in uniform violate their social contract with the people they are duty-bound to protect and serve?
It’s painfully obvious to all that for scores of victims and their loved ones, Derek Chauvin’s conviction amounts to too little too late.
Years late and millions of dollars short.
Eric Garner, Alton Sterling, Trayvon Martin, Mike Brown, Freddie Gray, Philando Castile, Sandra Bland, and fucking too many for one man to remember will never receive their justice.
The pain their families have endured not only remains, but compounds with the next gross misuse of deadly force, compounding that grief and misery upon a pile of trauma that only evolves.
Quite literally with no justice, there is no peace.
Scores of Black and Brown men, women, and children whose names are lost to time and indifference won’t have their stories shared with a growing, galvanized foundation of Americans beleaguered by this nation’s grimly incessant game of Minority Russian Roulette. All we mere commoners can do is walk the streets with slogans and signs while facing hordes of armored thugs with badges and state-issued licenses to kill. Everyday folks endure this all, put themselves at the risk of suffering violent overzealous policing, just to possibly catch the eyes and tickle the ears of the privileged elite sequestered from reality within Capitol Hill in the hopes that these pampered cretins with exclusive access to universal healthcare MIGHT engage in semantics debates over meaningful reforms till they’re blue (or red) in the face.
Think about that for a minute.
Young 20-somethings, teenagers, ELEMENTARY SCHOOL KIDS will march in the names of the wronged, carrying upon their shoulders a burden not unlike those who picketed for civil rights alongside Dr. King, Reverend Jackson, Minister Malcolm X, and Representative Lewis. And they do this in the vain hope that perhaps, by the slimmest, most negligible margins, the United States Senate will sign long-needed common-sense policing reforms and voting protections into law.
Their reward? Infinite lectures from these distanced observers as high up as the Oval Office to remain calm while the other performative mannequins engage in an insincere kabuki theater, all to allay the fears of an emotionally detached and miserable, intransigent segment of Americans too content with a callous and withered system that’s all but crumpled beneath the weight of its own myth.
2020 kicked a hornets’ nest, rung alarm bells that will not only NOT be un-rung but will remain sounding whenever the next Pamela Turner is gunned down with prejudice.
Evermore diverse crowds shall declare that Black Lives Matter if police continue slaughtering the Tamir Rices and Ma’Kiyah Bryants of the world.
It started long before Emmitt Till or Breonna Taylor, and it will not end thanks to 12 jurors in Minneapolis.
This fight will never end in our lifetime.
So, yes, Derek Chauvin’s conviction should bring us all copious amounts of joyful relief.
But, like in any war, one battle is just that: one battle.
Black lives matter today, tomorrow, and forever.
One conviction won’t do if the necessity for such convictions never ends.



