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Preamble to a New Declaration: Freedom from Self-Destruction

You could argue that a picture of a bombed out Washington, D.C. during the Martin Luther King riots of ’68 would make for a more fitting backdrop considering not only the topic of this piece but also the state of America at this millionth racial flashpoint over the past blah-blah-blah decade(s). However, if you’ve been reading this little blog of mine, you’ll know my affinity for (in my view correctly) comparing America of today to a perilously close version of 1940’s Nazi Germany: that is, a former democratic republic-turned fascist caricature that ultimately cannibalized itself, slaughtered its own people, and collapsed under the weight of its own oppression.

Hence why I feel that photo of a sacked 1945 Berlin is sadly more apropos.


The immunity is here!

I have a full course of the Pfizer vaccine pfacillitating the pfucking power of pfull immunity from this motherpfucking pfuckpface of a pfuckhole virus.

That’s the best news I’ve had in a year, and I’ll be happier when I’m not so tired and my arm stops feeling like a giant bee stung the shit out of it.

Of course, it’s going to work itself out. What WON’T work itself out is the country we’ve all been simultaneously lucky to have been birthed into…so long as we have a lack of melanin and a shit load of money.

Sadly, I’m not one of those lucky pfew.

We need to change before we die a painful and pitiful death.

Next week, we’ll be gearing up for the conclusion to the most public murder trial arguably since OJ Simpson, and likely the most important policing-related trial since the miscarriage of justice that was the 1992 Rodney King fiasco.

Because an all-white jury in one of the wealthiest counties in L.A. (along with being the home turf of most LAPD officers at the time) acquitted four officers of the savage beating of a Black man in the middle of a freeway, the country witnessed the most destructive racial riot in its history, one that still reverberates on our streets with every acquittal, grand jury dismissal, non-action and faux mea culpa issued by the most corrupt criminal gang in America: the police.

We’re seeing the fruits of the gutless defense of one of those four defendants whom despite ganging up on a LONE MAN in the middle of a busy fucking interstate highway, uttered the universal get-out-jail-free applause line for every cop facing prison time for murdering innocent BIPOC.

“I was completely in fear for my life,” Laurence Powell, the man who struck Rodney King 56 times on video camera, told his sympathetic allies, the jury, in Simi Valley all those years ago. True, he later was found guilty in a federal case, along with the leader of that merry gang of psychopaths Stacey Koon, of civil rights violations and served 30 months in prison.

Sadly, that line of defense has acquitted more murderers in the eyes of too many juries at the expense of the families of the many dead who’ve suffered for our nation’s refusal to reconcile with the inherently unequal system of society we’ve hardwired into every facet of American life.

Michael Brown’s killer Darren Wilson used similar wording in an interview with Stephanopoulos eight years ago, so similar in fact that this article’s headline paraphrased his comments into an almost carbon copy of Powell’s mewlings more than a decade before. Not to mention a dash of good ol’ fashioned “he was like a big burly man”:

“I just felt the immense power that he had. And then the way I’ve described it is it was like a 5-year-old holding onto Hulk Hogan. That’s just how big this man was […]”.

Michael Brown was 18 at the time of his untimely murder at the hands of this whiny pissant.

He was a normal young man, no more remarkable, made of flesh and bone as opposed to the wrought iron and hatred Wilson’s teary-eyed sob story would have you believe.

Of course, this same defense was employed by the yellow-bellied fat puddle of pork shit George Zimmerman – not even an ACTUAL cop – for justifying murdering a 17-year-old boy he stalked in the middle of the night. Trayvon Martin rightly defended himself against this wannabe Klansman, but died anyway. The fucked up part about this situation was that racist Pillsbury Doughboy didn’t even need to say the words “I was in fear for my life” because the jury said it for him (emphasis mine):

“He had a right to defend himself,” [the juror] said. “If he felt threatened that his life was going to be taken away from him, or he was going to have bodily harm, he had a right.”

But notice something else in these stories: the only person who actually said he feared for his life was Laurence Powell.

Instead of saying that phrase in direct quotes, each of the acquitted murderers or their advocates merely echoed that sentiment. It’s the headlines of ABC and CNN that repeat Powell’s now hallowed defense, the words stained in the memories of these agencies that covered that explosive 1992 trial and thus broadcast its devastating impact on a national, even global level.

No doubt had he testified and not taken the coward’s way out, Derek Chauvin would have echoed that sentiment to his jury. Kim Potter will likely use a similar justification despite having 26 years of experience with I would assume more than a 20-year-old kid ducking a missed court date for smoking fucking grass.

I’m sure even Eric Stillman, the Chicago Police’s newest high-profile child killer, will say it too, if not have the media simply say it for him as they replay his hurried and terrified gasps of fear over the body of Adam Toledo, knowing full well what he did was inhuman and worthy of the flames of hellfire if such place does exist.

Will this matter? Who knows and frankly, will a single one of us be shocked if nothing befalls this cadre of badged wannabe Steve Rogerses?

I’m expecting this country’s violent objection of progress to kick in, even in the middle of a global pandemic that’s left us all burned into withered husks of our former selves.

And as the justice system will likely fail us once more, we can ALWAYS depend on the forces of ineptitude and ego-devouring fame fucking to condemn us to our continued existence in this by-the-rich, for-the-soulless society governed by hedge funds and lobbyists at the detriment to regular human beings.

I’m speaking of course of the human Pet Rock Joe Manchin: an ancient relic of days gone by that never did anything other than look really unique in a world of far fewer choices for entertainment and self-distraction. Last night, MSDNC’s very own Lawrence O’Donnell had guest LA Times columnist and fellow mountain person Virginia Heffernan and her dear mother Nancy to explain why it is Joe Manchin just won’t fall in line with the Democratic agenda of securing voting rights for all and fixing a crumbling infrastructure. The younger Heffernan’s defense of West Virginia’s senior senator amounted to him essentially having fun being such a wittle outswider from West Virginny! She more or less said he likes to keep people “on their toes”, not wanting to be pegged down as any sort of predictable politician with his past support of Planned Parenthood and his sterling endorsement from the fundamentalist terrorist organization that is the NRA.

Oh, how lovely! And here I thought he was merely defending the filibuster simply to uphold the legacy of the virulent segregationist that once used Appalachian Joe’s seat to obstruct the Civil Rights Act of 1964.

A move by the way that the man himself later fucking regretted.

Now, it should be noted that in that above article I linked, John Lewis (yes that John Lewis) defended the legacy of the late Robert C. Byrd, the man whom Manchin wishes to honor by keeping the filibuster alive.

You know, that same filibuster that Byrd later was sorry for using to try to obstruct Black Americans from receiving human rights codified in the law.

So………ya know………take that and read into it exactly what you should.

That sentient Sam Eagle would be so goddamn moronic as to justify his obnoxious stubbornness by defending the act of a racist who later disavowed said act of defiance should be the true only thing you should remember about Senator Pet Rock.

He and Curtsy McFucksuckle of Arizona have only one answer for those of you wishing for a government with some semblance of pride, equity, and a sense of actual lasting justice and change:

That day, it was minimum wage she gleefully condemned to hell.

Tomorrow, it’ll be the infrastructure bill that will help seniors looking for guaranteed long-term care.

And soon enough, she’ll say the same when it’s time to expand a historically imbalanced and anti-American Supreme Court, federal protection of voting rights for all Americans (her constituents included), and of course to abolishing the filibuster, permanently gridlocking Congress in a battle of wills between the Democrats seeking to govern, and the GQP wishing to sew enough discontent and frustration among liberal and left-leaning voters to dissuade (or just outright prevent) them from voting for progressives who could otherwise fix this broken merry-go-round of idiocy after the midterms.

Meanwhile, the virus isn’t going anyway.

The pandemic still rages on thanks to Gym Jordan and every other Trumpist goon looking to stop people from ending the virus because maybe they like the reports of horrifyingly disproportionate minority deaths.

After all, that’s fewer people to vote them out of office, right?

Listen, folks.

We’re in some motherpfucking deep shit here.

People are dying and our politicians seem to want that.

They don’t want us to use our voices to push them into doing their actual jobs rather than using their newfound fame to self-satisfyingly smirk like the cat that ate the canary as their own voters die from endemic poverty and other inequalities along with this never-ending virus.

Don’t forget that this is what insignificant afterthoughts truly desire:

Remember this degenerate when January rolls around. Because soon after the new year, it’ll be campaign season 2022. And thanks to our leaders and their inability to get shit done, this next election, and the election after, and the election after that one too, will all be the most important elections of our lives.

Until we empower progressive lawmakers to give us a green economic strategy to transform our energy consumption and output, a healthcare system that cares for us as opposed to treat us in our dying days, and an equitable society that won’t murder Black boys, girls, men and women for simply breathing in front of a poorly-trained and emotionally-feeble gangbanger with a badge, men like this will continue protecting the black holes within our society that allow for the continued and dogged denigration of our country while perpetuating a false dream of opportunity.

We must make that country for ourselves, or else face the same fate as the previous dominant species of this realm.

Good luck to us all.

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Allow Me to Re-Introduce Myself…

Originally, when I wrote my first post, I had no intention of using a nom de plume.

I poured out a heartfelt anti-New-Year’s-Resolution-resolution to be unapologetically honest about my thoughts, beliefs, values, the whole shebang.

Before I posted it, my mentor gave me some feedback. They didn’t have anything to say other than one piece of advice:

“Don’t write it under your name.” Why, I asked incredulously? “Don’t close an open door. You can write what you want in the meantime, and if someone finds out who you are, then you can own it. But you don’t want to put yourself in a place where you can’t move out from.

“Keep your options open.”

And so, the two of you that read this on WordPress on the first day of the new decade saw the name Samuel Brody appear on your computer screen for the very first time.

It made sense. This way, I could get out my frustrations, throw the proverbial penny in the fountain of the World Wide Web while maintaining my privacy. Win-win.

Then March happened.

And then April.

May.

And so on…

This piece took so long to write that when I completed the first draft, Black Lives Matter was still some radical leftist movement yet to be deemed safe enough to be cosigned and co-opted by the likes of Hardee’s and Starbucks. We didn’t know about Putin’s bounties on American soldiers in Afghanistan. Sarah Cooper and Mary Trump weren’t publicly-recognized household names. Michael Flynn was still going to jail. Carl Reiner, Ennio Morricone, Kelly Preston, Jerry Stiller, Little Richard, John Lewis AND Chadwick Boseman were all still alive. Confederate statues were still untouchable. The Redskins were still a thing. Trump’s Gestapo wasn’t wreaking havoc in Portland, or anywhere else for that matter.

Now, after months of virus, deaths, racist murders, fascism, and circular firing squads online and on network TV, we’re starting the cycle of insanity all over in the worst version of Groundhog Day. The “president” and an entire political party now in denial that the virus is a massive present-day crisis, infection rates skyrocketing thanks to moronic white trash protestors storming small towns in the name of liberty, and OH FUCKING LOOK! Yet ANOTHER unarmed BLACK MAN SHOT MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES IN THE BACK for DOING NOTHING WHATSOEVER.

Sorry, that’s a lie.

Jacob Blake was being black while stopping two white women from fighting. So, for his troubles, he got harassed by an overzealous mangy racist piece of shit with a badge, tried to leave, then got his liver, kidney, and spinal cord pumped full of lead.

In front of his three kids and fiancée.

And the Thin Blue Line horde thinks he should have complied while effectively being stopped-and-searched out of his OWN FUCKING CAR.

Then, to no-one’s shock whatsoever, riots broke out in Kenosha once the local SS started shooting rubber bullets and tear gas at peaceful demonstrators. The next night, the racist Kenosha PD allowed a 17-year-old self-described militia man and aspiring cop with an AR-15 shoot and kill two demonstrators and then escape back to his home in Antioch, Illinois before he was eventually apprehended.

So, not only did they paralyze a 29-year-old black man with his whole life ahead of him, they let Hitler Youth come in from out of town and KILL the people they’re sworn to protect.

The same people they were gassing and beating.

This was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me.

I’ve dealt with depression, anxiety, and existential fear my whole life. Never have I been so consistently depressed, constantly anxious, and endlessly fearful for so long.

Aside from having my favorite distractions from the real world postponed and stuffed away in an attic for six months, nothing has quite terrified me more than the real chance that A) I can get sick and die due to my type-2 diabetes. B) I get sick, am put out of commission for weeks, pull through but not without possible life-altering lung scarring or heart damage. C) One or both of my parents contract the virus and die. Or D) we all sit in shelter for the entire summer, watch hundreds of thousands of people needlessly perish, see that incompetent sociopath tangerine lie his ass off into the hearts and minds of panic-stricken Americans, and watch as we not only lose every sense of normalcy we’ve known in this country, but then hand the next four years (read: decades) to QAnon all because the fascist and his enablers know that mail-in ballots will prevent them from suppressing the vote in order to hang on to their gerrymandered power. Pair that with naive dipshit super-liberals and equally infuriating “bOtH pArTiEs SuCk” non-participants who’ve duped themselves into thinking Democrats and Republicans are remotely the same right now, and you’ve got the perfect storm for yet another minority-rule electoral disaster.

On multiple fronts, the COVID-19 pandemic scares the ever-loving shit out of me and has ground my nerves down to nothing but frayed burnt ends.

I spent the first week and a half of the shutdown clashing on Twitter with #NeverBiden Bernie Bros, MAGA bots, anyone that tried to downplay President Fuck Nugget’s atrocious botching of our response to the virus, etc.

When I wasn’t rooting around for trolls, BBC’s coverage of the pandemic showed me the colossal scores of death and suffering around the planet. I learned about the crisis in Italy. I watched Indian day-workers walk hundreds of miles back to their villages with nothing in their pockets. I shuttered as more truck-loads of bodies were loaded up in refrigerated cabs in Queens, and later again in Phoenix, Miami, Oklahoma City, Atlanta.

I kept thinking why in the living hell did I not go out and see my friends more often before this whole Kobayashi Maru of a year erupted in our faces.

So, as some folks drowned their boredom in Animal Crossing memes and Tiger King marathons before moving on to endless TikToks and The Last Dance and a myriad of other mind-numbing content, I continued working as if everything was the same while being reminded every waking moment of my life that things were most definitely NOT the same, nor did it ever feel like we would get back to where we were pre-COVID. I finally got some sports back, but by then it was too late to bring me more than fleeting relief.

My long-term relief involved eating a steady diet of microwaved homemade nachos, pizza, burgers, any high-carb no-vegetable smorgasbord of foods listed under the “DO NOT EAT” section of diabetic starter guides your doctor hands you when you’re first diagnosed.

Then, my family purchased an air fryer, and we began loading up on chicken tenders and mozzarella sticks, and one time some broccoli. I’ve gone from watching my weight and walking nonstop during my lunch breaks at my office two years ago to now working out of our guest bedroom-turned-my-permanent-office, my only periods of rest spent smashed under the covers on a recliner with a bowl of Chinese food watching Ghost Adventures, John Oliver, Desus and Mero, Trevor Noah or something in between.

I’m nowhere near where I want to be.

I wanted so desperately to be hired as the play-by-play guy for one of the infinite number of Minor League clubs currently facing impending doom after losing their entire 2020 season. Three years since my journey to that small-town Single-A club and I still can’t get the job I studied for throughout college. A career I saddled myself in thousands of dollars of debt trying to qualify for. The field for which I sacrificed a large chunk of my social life. A feckless pursuit of an unattainable dream that at the time felt more like an eventuality than a hope against hope.

But none of that matters now.

This may be the understatement of the decade, so forgive me for being Captain Obvious here. When you watch the world sputter to a grinding halt and see your country experiencing societal upheaval and fascist takeovers reserved for CNN special reports and PBS documentaries, your priorities change. You understand that things you thought were of the highest importance really weren’t, disaster movie mythos happens in reality all the time, and that above all, you merely inherit your life and your name.

Everything you truly desire, loathe, beseech, discard, hold dearest in your heart and contemplate raptly in your mind comprise your soul, guide your movements, deliver you to your ultimate purpose. Your environment shapes you into your ultimate true form. And while these things all make up who I am, they ultimately cannot replace the purpose of my name. It’s the first thing we learn about ourselves when we can hold memories of longer than two milliseconds. It’s how our parents, grandparents, teachers, adults, cousins, friends, enemies, all know us. It’s the most basic aspect of one’s life but one for which we’re remembered long after our actions.

And if you’re worth but a mere iota of that name, you use it to combat the ills of our world. You voice your objections to tyranny, stand in the face of angry oppressive mobs seeking to put you and everyone you love behind bars or in a mass grave for being born under a certain creed, religion, skin tone, what have you. If men like John Lewis put themselves in front of police batons only for their skulls to be caved in, why can’t we all have the balls to stand by what we believe?

I’m the only person I know on Earth with my specific name. I could share it with a long-lost 3rd cousin somewhere in Ukraine for all I know but as long as I’ve lived, it’s been mine, no other’s. The single-most important possession I own. The first thing that makes me unique.

So, with that in mind, allow me to re-introduce myself…

Hi, I’m [Harm to Ongoing Matter].

Yes, I know, weak sauce. I hooked you in and made you think you were gonna learn my “real name” right? This was all just an emotional ploy to get the currently zero readers of this blog to read 1,000 words of rage-fueled prose.

I wish this were an elaborate troll job. Sadly, it’s the reality of living in a world where corporations have so much power over their employees’ lives that said worker bee feels it’s too risky to openly voice their anger at fascists and their enablers, be they Republicans or Democrats or any other political party under the sun, to avoid being deemed “intolerant” of certain worldviews by HR.

So, in essence, your employer will be cool with you “joining the conversation” and writing about how scared you may be but will hope and expect that you conclude with some trite kumbaya-Why-Can’t-We-Be-Friends non-messages, nothing with any meaningful value or weight.

Though my current company is overseas in a different part of the world, I am too afraid to risk my 401(k) and steady low-paying full-time job in the middle of a pandemic which is not only causing waves of mini-genocides within our communities, but also an economic genocide of our job market.

So, now you know. I’m angry, wanting to tell you WHO I REALLY AM without hiding behind the fake name I came up with in about two seconds before launching this blog, but far too fearful to suffer the consequences of corporate respectability politics. You know, the same respectability politics that the current administration and its fiendish acolytes use to justify their incredible displays of racism they spew on the regular!

So, since I can’t tell you my name, I will tell you true facts about my life.

I was born 28 years ago in a Chicagoland suburb you’ve probably never heard of. I lived there for 9 years before moving to Atlanta. Heartbroken, I swore to myself that I would never be anything but a proud Chicagoan, the contrarian to all my redneck Georgia peers who had the nerve to be born in a state where slavery once existed (again, I was 9).

In somewhat militant fashion, I kept a contemptuous façade for my new home: puny, insignificant, a mere blip on the map that could never compare to my City of Broad Shoulders (and systemic racism, and eight-month Hoth winters).

By junior year of high school, I came to understand that my life was in Atlanta, my friends and loved ones only a few miles down the road and not whole states away.

Don’t get me wrong – culturally, I am SOOO damn Chicago to near parody, especially with sports and politics. But if you dropped me in the middle of Michigan Avenue with no phone and a map, I’d be as familiar with my hometown as a Trump doing actual work.

I spent four years at Georgia State University studying to be a journalist, landing a job at a radio station that laid off its whole workforce ten days after I received my diploma.

I went to the Carolina League to work for a team, developed a crush for a woman I convinced myself was my soulmate, watched her ultimately discover her actual soulmate, and navigated around a selfish, awkward, childish minefield of my own making. It was my true education, the one most get when they go out-of-state for school.

Thanks to the way things ended with the team, I missed the chance to see my Cubs win the World Series in person. Not a bad tradeoff in the end since I watched that surreal and now-ancient-feeling moment with my mother and father, the two people I love more than anything on this planet.

And then, well, you know

That election crushed me. I’m not over it. I’ve been angry, FURIOUS, dispirited by the lack of accountability Trump is held to on a daily basis. Other people can live their daily lives without dwelling too much on the circus, but I can’t. I can thank the 2000 election for this political hypersensitivity.

The first winner-by-minority-rule contest of the modern day devastated my mom and dad. They’d lived through Nixon and Reagan just to see yet another GOP blowhard pandering to the religious right bumble into the Oval with calamitous, yet predictable results.

When Barack Obama became president, it truly felt like the dawn of a new day. Like we were going to be South Africa post-Mandela. Blinded by my upper-middle class childhood atop my privileged perch from the first-world, I quickly realized that Mandela’s victory didn’t fix South Africa. And by no means did Obama’s election deliver us to a post-racial utopia a la Star Trek and “I Have A Dream”.

Instead, we got 1985 with Biff as mayor – only our Biff is somehow more petulant, disgusting, and even less caring of the people he rules over.

And we’ve yet to find our Marty McFly.

Some still think Bernie Sanders, perhaps the Doc Brown of this metaphor, should be the nominee.

I’d have rather seen Elizabeth Warren head the ticket as opposed to the old white guy best known for being friends with our first black president (and also his VP I guess). But having been in politics since 1973, Vice President Joe Biden is also famous for lending a hand in the passing of some problematic criminal justice bills, overseeing the Anita Hill fiasco, weirdly massaging women or smelling their hair…

Then again, Bernie – the other old white guy left in the Democratic field – refused to walk back his over simplistic analysis of Fidel Castro’s “universal education program” (A.K.A. government-mandated propaganda) at the beginning of the Cuban Revolution for some idiotic reason because 2020. So, while remaining ideologically more palatable with far less of a demerit-filled legislative record, Bernie immediately scared away any sane DNC party officials wanting to win back Florida. Unfortunately, it’s now down to an old out-of-touch despot-in-waiting egomaniacal orange man or a well-meaning less out-of-touch old white man with 99.9% less fascist intentions.

To Joe’s credit, his platform is the most progressive since FDR’s, and he’s managed to convince a swathe of conservatives and right-leaning moderates that the greasy Kentucky-fried trust-fund-baby-in-chief indeed does not, nor will he ever, care about them, their well-being or even if they’re still breathing or taking corona-dirt naps.

He’s proven that he can give a presidential address, and with his softening stances on bankruptcy laws and marijuana over time, Biden has shown the capacity to at least hear the progressive movement out. Will he budge on healthcare? Probably not, and even if he does, he sure as hell won’t say so publicly until after he takes the oath of office (G-d willing).

So now, on the precipice of the destruction of everything I hold dear in chaotically desperate hope of something to save our souls, I’m mostly tense. My back is killing me. My shoulders are rounded, my neck knotted worse than a giant ballpark pretzel.

I’m struggling to find my purpose, a captive viewer to an unyielding and catastrophic news cycle, no light shining a path towards more than sheltered existence. The election will either be the worst day of my life, or the day the sun rises for the first time since we had a black president. Until then, I can only ruminate and obsessively worry about the outcome.

As a rule, I’m not claustrophobic. The last however goddamn months it’s been might have changed that. So, as long as I’m still on this planet drawing breath, I choose to be myself, TRULY unapologetically…but in a guarded manner from a safe distance.

In my earlier draft, I originally promised to write something slightly more uplifting after this post. But let’s be real here. There’s next to nothing positive enough to outweigh the thick and heavy blackness enveloping our societal psyche at the moment. It’s all dark as fuck.

Instead, let’s just play it by ear. Stay safe, and for the love of G-d wear a mask.

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Racism

Black America Deserves Dignity

It’s a daily struggle finding any words in my personal vocabulary to suitably convey my unrepentant hatred of Donald Jackboot Trump and his gaggle of criminal miscreants, the vilest administration since Reagan.

The “President” continues surpassing his endless diarrheal stream of racism, idiocy, authoritarian rambling, and so on.

Then, he pulled that Juneteenth stunt.

Yes, believe me, I have been EXHAUSTED by this lone year. That’s not even acknowledging the years before 2020. I’ve been mired in daily hatred of this son of a bigoted bastard. But then I saw this video from Kimberly Jones, and she mentioned something I’d never heard about before.

Tulsa.

Over the whole of my time within the public education system, not once did I learn about Black Wall Street, the massacre of an entire district that was A) not Harlem and B) in Oklahoma of all places. I didn’t get the reference. I quickly read the cliff notes version on Wikipedia, and shook my head for the millionth time. Like most white Americans, I learned of yet another tell-tale racist crime against humanity inflicted upon our black brothers and sisters by white mobs that included Klansmen and local police. A crime conveniently left out of History class when such information could have helped a young impressionable and naïve boy understand the racist swamp that sadly is his homeland.

So, when Trump announced that his first Nuremberg Rally since COVID-19 arrived in America would be on Juneteenth AND in Tulsa, I blew a gasket.

I wrote a barely-coherent barrage of obscenities in the Word doc I used as the basis for this piece, and left it untouched for about a week.

During this brief writer’s block, I noticed my cousin sparring with her zombified peers on Facebook. She lives in Nowhere-In-Particular, Wisconsin. Population: Too Many. Average State Ethnicity: Alabaster Dipped in Hellmann’s Finished with a Touch of Aryan Impotence.

I think this should be separate from the White/non-Hispanic designation on the Census. Then the so-called proud whites afraid of being erased out of existence along with General Lee’s many disappearing statues could have their master race they’ve so desperately cried for since forever.

I noticed her getting bogged down by trying to address the suffering of all minorities, Jews included. She meant well, but I reasoned to her that in the scheme of things, Jews have surpassed our people’s wildest dreams on this island continent of chaos we call home.

And we owe our success to Black America.

Kimberly Jones addressed conservatives’ sycophantic obsession and nervous protests over the George Floyd protests and ensuing clashes with the police, completely ignoring the reasons why these uprisings were even happening.

Her words clapped louder than thunder (emphasis mine):

“..the social contract is broken. And if the social contract is broken, why the fuck do I give a shit about burning a football hall of fame, about burning a Target?!

You broke the contract when you killed us in the streets and didn’t give a fuck.

You broke the contract when, for 400 years, we played your game and built your wealth. You broke the contract when we built our wealth, again, on our own, by our bootstraps in Tulsa and you dropped bombs on us.

When we built [wealth] in Rosewood, and you slaughtered us.

You broke the contract, so fuck your Target.

Fuck your hall of fame.

Far as I’m concerned, they can burn this bitch to the ground. And it still wouldn’t be enough. And they are lucky that what black people are looking for is equality and not revenge.”

If you’re Jewish and you’ve lived in America your whole life, have you ever felt this type of rage? This weight of destructive oppression? Have you woken up, looked around your home, sat in your car, trailed off at your cubicle feeling, KNOWING, that your neighborhood was owned by Nazis? Your businesses presided over by the descendants of Ramses and the men who pilfered your people’s spirit into the desert sands of Goshen?

Have you passed street signs bearing the names Himmler, Goering, Goebbels, Rommel?

When was the last time your kids played rec league baseball at Schutzstaffel Veteranen Memorial Park?

Are you an alumnus of Eva A. P. Braun High?

Do you remember the last time you stood in front of a faded statue of Der Führer?

What’s your earliest memory of seeing that sinister-shaded burnt orange flag boasting the black bars of the Master Race atop the state capitol building?

Or those miniature flags sprouting from Luftwaffe graves, memorializing fallen Stormtroopers from Normandy, Casablanca, Aachen, the Bulge?

Stalingrad?

Better yet, how about that lovely wedding at Auschwitz? Perhaps the Cotillion at Dachau, or that peaceful weekend getaway to Bergen-Belsen?

Remember all of those moments you had to stifle your utter contempt, devoting every cell in your body to prevent you from ripping your own vocal chords to pieces from bellowing at your great-grandparents’ tormentors to burn in the deepest pits of Hell?

Did you grow up under a mythical depiction of heroes from the Third Reich prominently flaunted on the side of a mountain overlooking your family picnic at the park during your brief moment of equality, when you thought only of the PB&J sandwiches your mother packed instead of the disapproving, even fearful gazes from Adolf, Otto or Gustav?

Has there been a night you feared that brownshirts would surround your car, drag you along a dirt country road to a nearby gas chamber, your loved ones screams fading in the dark?  

Be honest with yourself: we have never experienced the level of crushing abuse in this country that the average man and woman of color has dealt with for hundreds and hundreds of years.

Did your bubby and zayde live in domineering fear during the Holocaust? Depending on your family history, they may well have.

Even if that is your case, you didn’t inherit that same fear.

When the war ended, the Nazis were purged.

There were the Nuremberg Trials, Simon Wiesenthal and his hunters, the vast numbers of executions and gutless suicides of SS schweine too cowardly to face their victims in person without the protection of their watchtowers and sheds, the showers or the ovens.

They were ostracized, banned from the Rhineland. Criminalized. Driven to the shadows. De-legitimized. Forced to change tact, return as new versions of their vile old selves.

Here in America, the Confederates were greeted with reconciliatory overtures of peace, brotherhood, acceptance. Just a heated racket amongst family.

An honest moment of brief shame.

Reconstruction was intended to reconstruct the South into a closer version of what America sought to be when the Declaration of Independence announced our intention to leave a clueless king and his brainwashed enablers behind.

But we only rebuilt the same repressive system that facilitated the slave trade in the first place.

Slaves became sharecroppers.

Jim Crow obliterated the newly-gained agency granted to freed men and women.

Segregation divided and weakened the community, consigned them to drug-infested crime-ridden ghettos.

To add more injury to gaping sores, the side that “freed” them upheld that barbaric system of dehumanizing horror and perpetual second-class status in their own metropolises.

All of this suffering, all of this brutalizing, government-backed wars, skull-cracking tyranny, and the goddamn bastards in Congress had the nerve to erect statues of Lee and Davis in the very city both men sought to raze in triumphant Dixie dominance.

Lynching STILL isn’t a federal crime.

Black America, despite white supremacists’ best efforts, managed to not only survive all of this bloodshed, each hate crime, the next massacre and the five ones that always lurked in the shadows, they have damn-near reached prosperous emancipation before cross-burning forces conspired against them. Through it all, they are still standing.

Could we have done the same in Europe?

Thankfully, men like my zayde made sure we never had to find out.

Thanks to Black America, we have America.

It’s their suffering, their pain, their anguish, the blood and tears of their ancestors that made this land of marginalized outcasts and Dreamers possible in the first place.

If they didn’t build it, we would have never come.

Maybe it’s time we as Jews, as proud Americans, as members of this self-destructive species called humanity that we level the playing field for good.

Instead of assimilating into modern-day Kapos, braindead mannequins, or capricious gits, why not live the truest form of tikkun olam and make our world better than it was yesterday?

Black lives matter.

Always.

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